and so i'm officially a 15 years old this year. i'm in love with this date. i'm 15 on 15 of July. yeah i like that. 15-15. if i still hold my breath till the next year, my sentence will be written as, 16 on 15 July. no, i don't really like that. it doesn't sounds special. 16-15. no no, i just want this day to stay forever long with me. i just don't willing to let this date go. because this beautiful date made my dad and mom proud of themselves, because the existance of me in their world. thanks mom for carrying me in your tummy and strong enough to push me out from the best place i've ever been, the womb. thank you for always taking care of me, thank you for preparing my every single meals in every single day, thank you for choosing something i'm not sure to be chose, thank you for nagging to make me realized mistakes that i always did, thank you for educating me to be a good person, thank you for being my maths teacher when i was in my second grade, thank you for being my cooking teacher, thank you for always be there when i need you. to dad, you're everything to me. you're the family backbones. you've sacrificed everything for me and for the whole family. dear parents, i'm really sorry for every mistakes that i've done towards you. words can't describe how much i love you, i'm sorry for everything dad, mom. i'm so sorry.
i don't ever expect that some of my friends tend to be as sweet as my muffin cupcakess as they sang a Happy Birthday song in the class! it's all because Haza announced to the class that it is my birthday today and Wen hao was the first person calling out my name loud like , "AAIINN" with some funny sound. i don't know why he likes to call my name as that everyday and the whole class started to follow the way he called me. lol. uh by the way he represented the whole class to sing along with them guys, oh my i'm actually aggrieved when they sang for me. it shows like the whole class is really a best friend to one another. and exactly we are. we don't show off to other people because we're all awesome and fascinating. hahah. anyway thanks, guys. it meant a lot to me!
dear self,
happy birthday. be a good girl, have courage and don't you ever look backwards as the time passed. do the best in everything that you're interested, study smart, have faith and always smile. do not frown at every situations because people will always think that you're angry or getting mad on someone, it's fact of you. hahahah. stay healthy, stay happy as always. happy 15. may Allah bless you and have a great journey afterwards, there's a lot of things you have to do and learn. I love you.